The God Who Deserted Me

March 29, 2012 | Filed under: Poems | Posted by: guest_author

Hoping this misery will end soon..
I will never forget the twenty second of June..

Just two days after my birthday..
The closest one to me drifted away..

My life, my feelings are slayed..
I can feel myself being played..

God for me, never existed..
No matter how much I resisted..

She was my god, she was my soul..
Without her, I’m not whole.

This is a curse and not a damned boon..
I am fed up of life, will end it soon..

I was happiest, a day before..
But now, she won’t recognize me anymore..

My God has betrayed me..
She has deserted me..
I am not what I used to be..

I don’t know whom to go to.. Whom to trust..
Nothing seems right, nothing seems just..

I want her now, I want her back..
Its her love and care, I lack..

I’m living in her memories, will continue to do so..
I love her so much that i let her go..

She made me stand, made me a man..
Until I die, I’ll miss my Golden Swan.

–
By: Aakaash Grover

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